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Hm. my first blog? Does livejournal count? I bet adamant blog-persons would say no. Some silly tech-culture war. This page is better than that page etc.. . Either way we're both sitting on our ass right now.

Shit is going down super hectic. Houseing buying, getting married, trip to New Zealand.. and each of those things has hundreds of little details. So overwhelming. So exciting. I'm such a lucky jerk. "24 years old, good job, home business on the side, married, new house..." can you say white male privledge? Fuck it, no one folds with a full house. "You don't have to fuck people over to survive" - and damn straight, I'm not.

Maybe I'm too critical of my social role. Like I need to make sure I'm doing good things. always doing.doing.. busy. I love it thou. Records that benefit bikes for prisoners projects, Food Not Bombs, trying to start a "tool library", and fuck some cliche, biking around just rules. But I will calm it down a bit soon. Chill and garden, simply release records. hang. be in a band. Not everything at once. Right now it's everything at once.

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Hi, this is me editing this post July 10, 2006 from when I started this a year or so ago. An update.

I own a house, and right now that makes a lot of sense. I'm also married. My wife and I the other day thought about how we could store everything in our backyard garage, and rent the house out as we travelled if need be (or desires be, i guess). I get out alot as it is with band touring and vacations, but I thought it was nice to realize an option of living elsewhere for half a year / a year - while still owning a house and not just losing alot of money.

* I really like options and I'm often trying to create more of them for myself.

Also the tool library mentioned above never happened. Instead I opened a record/book store.

* I will come up with lots of ideas, or options, at once. Knowing not all can exist at once, I tend to have to pick the one, like most people I'm assuming. In this case, I'm more capable of doing a record store from the distro I was running for 5 years, I know more about records than tools... and lastly, of course I'd think of the option that - The money from the store can be used to start the tool library project. Or at least the comunity nature / culture, books and zines of the store could inspire someone else to do a project like the tool library.

Utilitarian. Yes.